In A Mirror Dimly

thoughts on life, love, faith, family . . .

and God, whom to know is life indeed.

1.06.2016

:. nutshell .:

So how do you catch up on 2 years of life? Bullet points, I imagine.
In no particular order:
  • it's Lewy Body, not Parkinsons. Silly neurologist! You should've listened to me from the beginning!
  • if you want to know how selfish you are, try caregiving 24/7. Eye-opening, I tell you.
  • Cohen Russell Saldanha. Mmmmm.... that taste of heaven is new since we last spoke.
  • 7 (SEVEN!) grands! The most wonderful little people in the universe. And they have become...
  • ...cousins who love each other deeply. What a joy to see them enjoying one another.
  • hours upon hours spent in my studio. So thankful for that space in which to create.
  • dozens and dozens of bags, pillows, hats, scarves and etc.
  • my kids. May I just say I am so grateful that God has blessed us with such loving sons and daughters. They refresh my heart in so many ways.
  • westwind church continues their great care of us. I have said so many times that I have never seen people be so consistently like Jesus. It's a beautiful thing, indeed.
  • my garden has never really recovered from too many seasons of neglect. I think of it as a microcosm of the world God created: intended for great beauty and perfection, but pretty much overrun with weeds and decay and disarray.
  • I've learned to let a lot of things slide. A LOT of things. 
  • I've also learned how to change a furnace filter and put air in my tires and take down a light fixture (and actually get it wired back up without getting electrocuted!)
  • it's really, really hard to be needy. I imagine there's some pride involved, but I think a lot of it is I don't like putting other people out. I know, I know. But YOU try it. It's HARD to ask for help.
  • I've never been so exhausted in my life.
  • emotional strain is more wearing than lack of sleep. Emotional strain PLUS lack of sleep essentially zombifies a person.
  • sweet little Mozart #5 (or 6, I lose track) is such a delightful beauty. He sings like there's no tomorrow. Hmmm.... perhaps he knows something I don't know??
  • I repainted my living room and my bathrooms (gorgeous!) as well as my bedroom furniture (also gorgeous!)
  • our bedroom is next on my list, but so far I haven't been in the mood to paint. And trust me, you MUST be in the mood to paint.
  • after years of heavy-duty sewing, I FINALLY purchased a heavy-duty sewing machine. Wow. Just wow. A dream machine!
  • and of course, most importantly, my God has never left my side. He has walked right beside me through it all. Oh, who am I kidding? He has CARRIED me - a loving Father tenderly carrying His weary daughter.
Surely there's been more, so much more in the last 2 years.
But this is a good start 'for the record'.

2 comments:

PermaTooth! said...

I'm so so glad that you're back to writing again!!!
Although I'm a little saddened that my tooth escapades didn't get its own bullet point.
Oh dear! What am I saying? You're saving that for an entire post of its own! Forgive my assumption!

Moderator Extraordinaire said...

Hey, P.Dawg, nice to have your insightful comments once again!
I was afraid I would overlook something important...thanks for calling it to my attention.